Monotonous Life / 06 (New Years Eve)

How's been year 2017?

 Nothing much has changed in last year as such.. But when facebook shows that you are celebrating another year of friendship with this or that, friendship has changed a lot, those people have changed a lot. Sometimes, I don't even share it with them, co'z there is nothng to share, anymore..

- Rahul Kaushik

Anyway, no more drama na! I hope before we step into 2018; be sure to cancel your subscription to other people's drama and negativity, of course your own drama din sa life nyo! Let us all cut our negative ties of our lives.

hey hey hey! It's already 31st of December, last day of the year 2017.. The much awaited moment of the year New Year's Eve na mamaya mga bessy!

Ugggghhh! here I am again, wala nanaman akong naaccomplish sa life ko. kaloka! haha!

So, how does end the year right? do we follow feng shui stuff? do we right the wrong done? do we remember things from the past or forget about them?

About new year resolution.. I always had my own every year, but I just realized I'll never do any resolution this year again co'z they're never resolved anyway.. mukha lang akong tanga! lam mo yun? gawa ka ng gawa di mo naman tinutupad! parang ganto lang yan eh "gusto mong bumait pero di mo magawa" feeling. haha So, why will I exert effort? If not able able to do it?  Might as well not believing anymore in New Years Resolution,  believing in daily resolution anyway.

So how did your Sunday go? woke up around 10 and drag myself out of bed to prepared myself and went to the grocery with my mama and sissy and bought some foods to cook for our Media Noche mamaya! ayun, daming tao, last minute shoppers on the hot-draining-afternoon of December... later at 8pm our family will attend the church mass to welcome the New year!

CURRENTLY

Listening 

Eraserheads Album/songs

Smelling

Special kaldereta of my papa! he's now cooking it. yumyum!

Wearing

My polka dots dress! ugh, ang cute nya 'fairness! baka sakali magkapera ko. haha!

Thingking

Jumping at midnight thing.. does it really make you grow taller? Sawa na kase ko kaka-asa!

eh, does wearing polka dots really get you more money? as I wearing tonight.. funny things hahaa!

Realization

If I have learned anything in my life this year, it is that I should tell people how important they are to me and to always be honest. Not because they could leave at any moment, but because they're here now, and it's worth saying. I don't say it as much but I truly appreciate the people who love me despite of my shortcomings and flaws. I am grateful for my family for always having my back, keeping me grounded and loving me unconditionally. Thank you for not judging me as a person based on my mistake but instead, motivating me to be a better.

So, before the network connection get clogged with messages and emails, allow me to  use this opportunity to THANK YOU for being part of my 2017.  We faced a lot of challenges ion our lives but it somehow made us strong.. and for the memories we share even though in a short period of time,best treasured! We should let go all the hard feelings, burdens and negative vibes we had from the past years. I hope that on 2018, we're still together, more united, more passionate and more dedicated. Keep believing in your dreams, appreciating what you have and peoples around you. No stopping inspite of many challenges that comes along your way.

I hope you also get spend more time with your love ones, I hope you welcome 2018 not fizzle.. but with a bang! pshheww.. pshheww.. pshhheww! Stay positive andt throws lamps on those people who need to lighten up. Life gets better when you don't worry about  much thing. Stay on your own lanes. And enjoy the New Year countdown and the fireworks!

So here's a toast to all my loves-  the people that lit up my path!

 cheers!

Happy New Year Everyone!